Love notes

Unresolved emotions

Questions looking for answers 

The stress that weighs on my shoulders and in my head 

I empty my mind

I think not of myself

I feel lonely

Desperate for someone to hold me 

and remind me of who I am 

To see in me what I cannot

I hold my breath

but I find none

who reminds me to breath out 

So I burn the wick of my candle until the wax puts it out

I hold the match until it burns my fingers

I sit in darkness 

I think until my mind hurts and my flesh aches

Yet my spirit does not burn out

But rages on like a roaring flame

Licking every corner of my mind

Burning down the walls that close my mind

Connecting me with the universe that feeds my soul

The universe embraces me

and a light flikers in my mind

I see the depth of my soul

There lies the wisdom that speaks to me

Words of life

Flowing in a rhythm that syncs mind body and spirit 

Taming my raging emotions 

Creating harmony with chaos

Restoring order from within

Calming my mind

Relaxing my body 

Directing my path to a resting place

There I will sleep

Her words a lullaby 

Her love notes

Serenade my soul in quiet meditation